Naughty Irish Imp
Monday, March 25, 2013
Ignorant Decisions = Serious Trouble
What is wrong with me?
Why do I do some of the dumbest shit at times when I know better?
I don't understand myself at times, I truly don't. I'm still away from home and my Daddy. I'm homesick and though we email and call regularly, I miss Him like crazy. I know when I finally get home to him, I'll never want to leave his embrace.
The other day I made a really ignorant decision.......I mean *really* ignorant. I only intended to do something fun for my son. I only planned to have a nice day and a little 'get away' for me and my son while I had him with me here away from home. I never meant to be naughty. The problem is I was in NO position to drive......even just a few blocks.....and I knew it. I had a recent head injury. Apparently my Wonder Woman Complex kicked in and I diagnosed myself as "perfectly fine" and decided I could drive the few blocks to an egg hunt with my son. Stupid, stupid, stupid. We didn't make it to the egg hunt. We made it only a few blocks before we were in an accident. Very minor, all things considered, thankfully. No one was hurt, only damage to vehicles.......we were lucky.
I felt horrible knowing my decision had put not myself, but my son.....my baby.....in serious danger. I felt fine......I really did. I thought the doctors were being overly cautious. I again just diagnosed myself. I still feel horribly guilty for risking so much.......my son is my life.
I called Dad from the accident scene.......hysterical......and he calmed me down and sssshhhh'd me enough that I was coherent enough to make it through the police formalities. But I knew he was angry.
We spoke this morning and that was certainly confirmed. He told me that he knew Saturday when it happened and I was so upset that he couldn't compound it and scold me then because he needed to know my son and I were okay. But now, after a couple days, he told me how he'd felt. He is more angry at me now than he has ever been prior to this. That scared me. Daddy doesn't do angry often. He is a very mild tempered man. He is always measured and controlled. The one and only time I can recall making him truly angry is when I had defied him and risked my life doing it.......that punishment was horrible, but the anger & disappointment was worse.
Before He and I spoke this morning, I hadn't realized that what I had done on Saturday was choose to defy his direct orders to me. He had told me, very clearly, to obey the doctors orders (take meds, allow testing, relax, recover and get home). I knew I'd be in trouble with Daddy for endangering myself and my son......which is a serious enough offense and something I'll likely never forgive myself for. But until we spoke this morning, I hadn't even considered that my choosing to ignore the medical advice & drive was also deliberately defying my father. Something I had *never* wanted to do again. Tears began to slowly roll down my cheeks as he scolded me on the phone. I listened to his every word and knew he was right.......and he was in deed very, *very* angry at me. He didn't yell, he rarely does......he was quiet......too quiet.......eerily quiet. It is when he is quiet and intense with me that I know I am in very *serious* trouble. He lectured and I cried........speaking only to add an occasional and very meek "yes Sir" or "no Sir." He knew I was upset, the man can read my mind at times.......and he knew my main concern so he reassured me immediately that "we are okay". He of course reiterated the fact that I am still in very serious trouble, he is still furious, and I can expect an extremely severe punishment spanking session for this once I'm home......but he still ended the call with our "I love you."
After hanging up, I just cried. I feel horrible for what could have happened. All the "what ifs" and serious ramifications there could have been because of my one stupid decision. I feel horrible knowing I let my Wonder Woman Complex cloud my own better judgement as a mother and put my baby in jeopardy. I feel 2 inches tall now realizing that I have, once again, knowingly (intentional or not....I knew) defied my Daddy. I remember the only other time I defied him and angered him like this......I remember how hard the spanking was.......I remember how crushing it was when he left me, for the first time ever, immediately after whipping me........I remember how loved I felt when he came back an hour later because he knew I was broken........I remember how tightly he held me to his chest as I bawled my eyes out........I remember kneeling in front of him and tearfully promising him that I would never again defy him. And now........well now I am a mess.......because though I never meant to and didn't even think about it........I have now broken that promise. :( I defied my Daddy and again put his little girl in danger because I think I'm Wonder Woman at times. I feel so horribly guilty and ashamed of myself right now. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry some more. And I'm scared.......really scared. I have only once before had to face an angry Daddy........and now I've earned myself a repeat of that unpleasant experience with the promise that this time is *far* worse. :(
Saturday, March 23, 2013
Anger in D/s
Professor says anger is a highly over-rated emotion......and I tend to agree with him......he is a pretty smart man. :) He has also told me that displaying that anger, unless done strategically, is selfish......again, I agree. One of my readers recently asked me some questions regarding dealing with anger in a D/s relationship. Here are my thoughts on the subject.
#1: Have you ever been punished when your Dom was angry? ......with Professor, no, never. With my husband, once. In my own personal D/s relationships there is constant communication and open lines of direct emotion. My Dom has and does often complete my sentences.....he knows me better than I know myself at times. That sort of bond inspires a lot of confidence. With both my husband and Professor, I entered our relationship with eyes wide open and *chose* to offer my submission. Not selectively.....not only when I agree.....not when I feel like it........all the time, every single day, I wake up knowing I *belong* to one man......and that makes me smile. I could not submit if I did not trust, so being that I trust and chose to submit......I had no further decision to make. I am heard.....my opinions respected.......but decisions are made by Him, not me. Part of trusting is submitting to punishment, whether or not I agree at the time. I have never used a safe word or any other for of manipulation to maintain control of our D/s relationship.......I simply trust.
#2: How do you deal with your Top yelling when he is angry? ........... I don't. I will say that Professor has raised his voice at me strategically at times and I jump every time he does it. I can recall only once where he yelled at me from pure anger......that was via phone when he heard I'd went behind his back to defy him and put myself in serious danger. He was livid. How did I react? I shut the hell up and listened, only occasionally offering a meek "yes Sir" or "no Sir." I cried.....a lot. Professor is an extremely mild tempered man.....I used to doubt he had anger in his makeup.......I clearly know different now. It takes quite a bit to ignite that fire.....but once lit......watch out. I don't care to ever see that side of my Dom again and I can almost promise I wont. Typically, Professor is a very measured man. Always in control. Demanding but not micromanaging. Dominant but not loud and obnoxious. When I'm *really* in serious trouble, he is very quiet and intense in his response to me. He will walk up behind me in the corner, sweeping my hair off my shoulder and whispering something spine-tingling in my ear. Quiet and intense is *far* more effective than loud and obnoxious.
Friday, March 22, 2013
His Burden
In the infancy of my disciplinary relationship with my Dom/Top/Daddy/Professor, I had *ONE* huge and crucial decision to make. No force, no threat, no coercion.......I had to actively *choose* to offer my submission to this amazing man. Simple enough, right?
I chose to submit. He earned my trust. And the rest, as they say is history :)
Truly when I think of our relationship, I realize what a *HUGE* risk HE took by adopting me. I realize that he willingly accepted that burden of responsibility for another human being. Professor is not simply my play mate in the kink. He provides for me and protects me physically, disciplinarily, emotionally, psychologically. I am, after all, *His* little girl.
I had a hard decision to make on day #1........offer my whole-hearted submission and obedience. Professor, however, took on so much more than I did that day. His job is not an easy one. He is my moral compass.....my sounding board.....my harsh task masker.....my go-to-parenting-guru......my best friend......my Daddy......my teacher......my mentor.......my disciplinarian. He not only accepts this burden.......he volunteered for it and does a damn good job of it.
When I misbehave.....which at times, can be quite often.......Professor has the burden of decision as to if I get into trouble, how severe my punishment needs to me, when I'm disciplined, how I am corrected, etc. All of this responsibility falls unto his incredibly broad & capable shoulders. I simply have to trust my Daddy to meet my needs.......and he has, every single time. :)
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Double-Trouble School-Girl Roleplay
***I POSTED THIS REAL LIFE PLAY SESSION IN MULTIPLE POSTS IN DEC & JAN ON THIS BLOG. SOME REGULAR READERS HAVE ASKED IF I WOULD COMPILE ALL SECTIONS INTO ONE POST FOR CONVENIENCE......SINCE I'M A NICE GIRL, LIKE THAT, I AM DOING SO FOR YOU ALL NOW. THIS IS A ROLE PLAY THAT OCCURRED IN EARLY DECEMBER. IT WAS PROFESSOR, MY GIRLFRIEND AND I.....AND ACTUALLY THE FIRST TIME I'VE EVER HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO ROLE PLAY WITH MY DOM......AND I L-O-V-E-D IT! :) ENJOY!***
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My bedroom door swung open and there in the doorway stood the towering frame of my father. My heart leapt into my throat and I quickly discarded the can of Bud Light from my hand onto my dresser top, desperately trying to hide it behind the television without raising suspicion. He slowly entered my room, closing the door behind him as my cousin, Kristina jumped off of the desk and stood slightly behind me off to my right.
"Hi Daddy. You're home early." I attempted a nonchalant greeting as my nervous stomach flip flopped, the beer not seeming like the best idea at this point. Dad smiled warmly at me and returned my greeting, "You're also home early baby, it's not quite 1 o'clock; why aren't you two in school?" My eyes immediately left his and traveled to the wall mirror as I tried to think of a solid excuse and knew I wouldn't be able to look into his eyes and lie to him. Thankfully, Kristina has always been good at thinking on her feet. "Oh, um, Uncle Nick, we were let out at 10am because of a teacher workshop thingy." I breathed a sigh of relief knowing this was a logical reason to miss school. "So Daddy, why are you home early? Decided to come home for lunch?" I asked, smiling and doing my best to change the focus to him with my sweet daddy's girl charm. His eyes found mine and pulled me to him as he spoke again, "I'm not finished asking questions yet, young lady."
I started nervously chewing on my bottom lip and tugging at the hem of my incredibly short black skirt, trying to slide it down and make it appear an appropriate length. This was *not* what he saw me leave the house in this morning and I was relatively certain he had no idea this was even part of my wardrobe. My mind was racing because I didn't know what he knew but I knew he knew something. I ran through the mounting list of offenses in my little mind and watched him closely, still trying to smile and charm my way into his good graces. What did he know??? I knew I was ditching school, I knew I forged his signature on a note today to ditch school (same as I have 6 other days this month), I knew I was drinking his beer, I knew I'd been pulled over for speeding on my way home to drink after leaving school this morning, I knew I was mouthy to his rookie campus cop and I knew that we had just successfully lied to my Daddy about a teacher workshop excusing us from school. I knew all of this......but I didn't know what he knew......I only knew he knew something.
"Natalie, I have a school calendar in the kitchen and it doesn't have any workshop listed until January." He stated as his eyes narrowed at mine. I thought I might throw up. I'm not certain many grown men could stand in a deadlock stare like this with my father.....I was withering FAST! Kristina piped up from behind me, just in the knick of time, "Uncle Nick...." Dad raised his right hand to silence her, not taking his eyes from mine. "You hush. Natalie Lynn??" My heart raced; first he called me 'young lady' and now my first & middle name??? Yep.....Dad definitely knew something and I was pretty sure I was going to be in a lot of trouble as soon as he peeled back the layers of this little ditch-day. I stood on my wobbly knees, fighting to maintain eye contact and desperately wishing I could lie on my feet like Kristina!
My eyes fell and I was soon staring down at my feet as I watched my fathers feet approaching mine until they were practically touching my toes. His right hand skimmed my hair as he tucked a loose tendril behind my ear before catching my chin and tilting my face back up to meet his. "Natalie Lynn??" His voice was soft....too soft. I just knew he had to know and I knew I was caught.....I just wasn't sure how much he knew.....yet. I bit the corner of my lip as my eyes searched his for reassurance. "You have something to tell me darling daughter of mine?" He asked as his eyes narrowed at mine and my eyes began to well with tears.
I slowly shook my head yes and pouted up at my Daddy, attempting to inspire leniency.
I peered up hesitantly into my fathers' dark brown eyes and struggled to think of a less offensive way to confess to my naughtiness. He held my eyes captive, his narrowing at mine as he studied my face and awaited my explanation.
"Daddy.....I....umm....." I fought to piece together the sentence. He sighed audibly and turned away from me and began pacing as he spoke in his firm all-business tone of voice. "I can just call the school; I'm sure they will tell me why my little girl is home so early and my calendar has no mention of a teacher workshop today. Yes, I'll just call the school." He stated as he reached into his pocket and took out his cell phone.
"Wait...um, Uncle Nick......don't call the school." Kristina said. Dad turned to again look at her and I and asked again, "Do you ladies have something you'd like to tell me?" I lowered my eyes again, his stare is penetrating. My stomach was in knots as I stood there fidgeting with my skirt. "Yes Sir.....um, Uncle Nick, you can't call the school to ask about the workshop. You see, it's tragic really, but our principal has just been diagnosed with alzheimers so he remembers like nothing. It's a horrible shame, but I guess you'll just have to take our word for it. Okee dokee?" Kristina explained. I spun around, turning my back to my father as I laughed.....almost hysterically.....at her excuse. I hadn't expected an excuse that brazen.......while it was hilarious, I would have *never* said something that obviously smart-assed to my Daddy.
"I see." Dad said as I regained my composure and turned back to face him, still grinning ear to ear at my cousins ridiculous explanation. Dad's eyes immediately pinned me to the desk and my smile quickly faded. He glared at me and slowly approached me. I watched quietly, my eyes not leaving his, but my mind panicking. "Last chance, little girl." Dad warned as he stopped directly in front of me, folding his arms across his broad chest. I took a deep breath and looked at the physically imposing wall that is my father......and I decided I'd better confess before Kristina's mouth made this any worse.
"Daddy there wasn't a teacher workshop today." I quickly mumbled. His eyes seemed to soften briefly, obviously pleased that I was going to tell him the truth. "We gave a note to the school office so we could leave early today Daddy." He sighed and asked, "The school now accepts notes from you to excuse you from classes?" I took a deep breath and looked down at the floor....I couldn't look at his face as I made my next confession. I quickly and very quietly answered, "They do when your signature is on it." I saw his legs quickly approaching me and I closed my eyes tight.....I knew I was toast and I didn't want to see it coming.
"My what, young lady?" He asked. I stood frozen, staring at our feet and remained tight lipped. Daddy grabbed hold of my chin and turned my face to again meet his as he spoke, "MY SIGNATURE???" I closed my eyes tightly and jumped as he yelled at me......my father *very* rarely raises his voice at me and when he does, it scares me. I cautiously peered up at him again, my eyes welling with tears as I searched my fathers' face for softening.....it was not there. He had that determined, grim, steely look on his face and I knew I was going to be a very sorry little girl before this day was done. "I'm sorry Daddy." He nodded his head at me as he turned and began to pace again.
"So you are here, skipping school and you were able to skip without the school calling me because you forged MY signature on a note? Am I right?" I nodded my head. "Why?" He asked. Now ordinarily I would have remained quiet and contrite, accepting my punishment and focusing on showing my father that I truly was sorry......but today, my best friend and cousin was standing right next to me and I couldn't possibly be seen as a repentant little girl......I have an image to uphold......and besides, I was 100% certain that whatever consequences I was facing, would not be handed out with her being here. So.....I was "safe."
"Well Daddy, I didn't feel very good but you leave so early for work and I didn't want to interrupt your classes to have you sign a note so I just did it for you." I stated confidently. "Yeah Uncle Nick....it's morning sickness." Kristina added with a giggle. I slapped her arm and quickly addressed that as my father glared at me, "No daddy....it's not morning sickness, she is a smart ass....but I totally was sick......of school." I bit my bottom lip to fight back the giggles but it was too late......I was laughing hysterically at my smart-assed wit. "You didn't look sick or mention anything to me this morning about not feeling well Natalie.....oh wait, sick of school.....of course, this is so damn humorous, isn't it? Absolutely hysterical that MY daughter thinks she can ditch school, forge my name on her bullshit excuses and then make clever comments to justify her behavior to me in front of her girlfriend.......wait....what's that?" He lectured as he walked to the other side of my dresser. My heart sunk.
"And so the plot thickens...." He said sarcastically as he pulled out the two open cans of beer from beside my television. "Daddy.....I" I began but he slammed the cans onto the desk causing me to jump and he spun and gave me one of those death stares that immediately shuts me up. I froze and immediately lowered my eyes. "I don't want to hear it, young lady. This is just unbelievable." He said as he shook his head. I watched him closely, I knew he was getting very agitated and I knew I was on thin ice. Now my focus was convincing him that I was sorry so I wouldn't be humiliated by being punished in front of my cousin, Kristina.
Dad approached me and I looked down again, needing to escape his piercing gaze. He grabbed a handful of my long, red hair and tugged my head back to raise my face to his as his other hand reached into his pocket and pulled out a stack of papers, lifting them to my vision. My mouth gaped as I saw the papers......several excuses I had written to ditch class over the last several weeks. "Anything else you have to tell me, young lady before I tell you what I know?" He asked. I pouted up at him, my heart racing and my stomach turning. I knew right now I was in more trouble with my father than I had probably ever been and I knew it was time to just fess up and hope he wouldn't mention punishment until my naughty accomplice was gone.
"Daddy when we left school this morning and were on our way home I got stopped on your campus for speeding and I wasn't exactly polite to the officer who stopped me." I spilled out quickly. Kristina, still standing next to me, laughed and added, "Yeah, no we were nowhere close to polite." Dad shook his head and again paced, sighing audibly several times before slapping the forged notes down on the desk top and approaching us again. I glanced at the clock and said, "Um Dad it's 1 o'clock, you've got to get back to work, you have a class at 2pm. I'll hurry and make you a sandwich to take with you." I said as I started to walk away, hoping this would work to get him out of the house and save my bottom for another couple hours at least. He quickly grabbed me by my wrist and pulled me back to him again. "Nope, I've got several important lessons to teach here this afternoon." I glanced nervously up at my cousin, who returned my concerned look.
"So now young ladies.....you skipped school for the 6th time this month with notes that you forged my signature on. You broke into my liquor cabinet and were drinking my beer underage in my house. You were pulled over for speeding and were sassy to the police officer who corrected you. You then, when caught, lie to my face and then when you finally confess you do so with witty sarcasm and seem to find this entire scenario absolutely hilarious. Unfortunately for you....we have very different senses of humor." He scolded. "Now, however, I have a dilemma. What to do. You both deserve to be punished....and you, Natalie Lynn, will be .....but you, Kristina Ann, are not my daughter......so what to do? Shall I call and send you home to your parents?" He asked.
I glanced up at Kristina as she answered my father, "You could call em but they don't care Uncle Nick. I do what I want because they don't care to fight with me." Dad shook his head as he replied, "I see.....that makes sense to me. You see, my daughter is typically a very well behaved young lady because she has been raised right.....however, particularly lately, when you two ladies are together, my little girl gets into trouble. I am not at all surprised that you have no consequences at home, if you did then this wouldn't keep happening. Right?" He asked as he watched Kristina closely. "Yes Uncle Nick." Dad again paced, thinking deeply as I stood nervously fidgeting and clasping my hands inside of one another.
"I have two options right now. I can send you home Kristina, where you have no consequences and ban you from being around my daughter so this sort of thing does not repeat itself. Or.....and perhaps the most fitting in my opinion, is that if you don't want my daughter grounded from you then I will punish you, the same as I do her.....the two of you misbehaved together and can be punished together......then if I am satisfied that you've learned your lessons and can behave appropriately together, then I wont have to ground you from one another right now." He explained. I thought I might throw up.....I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I cautiously glanced up at Kristina, who now looked as nervous as I was but seemed almost curious. "Kristina Ann.....which is it?" Dad asked. I held my breath. "Natalie is my best friend and I can't be kept away from her.....and you're right, we did misbehave together and it wouldn't be fair for only her to be punished so I'd like to be punished with her Uncle Nick." Kristina quietly stated. I felt as if I might faint. I could not believe this!!!
"Okay then. Just last week you ladies got into a fight at school and you were punished for that rather harshly, or so I thought, Natalie Lynn.....but obviously I was not hard enough on you because you didn't learn your lesson and now here we are just a week later and you AGAIN are misbehaving with your cousin." Dad scolded. I pouted up at him and softly asked, "Daddy, can you just ground me for this please?" I was willing to beg for anything at all other than what I knew was going to happen. Dad glared at me and my legs felt as if they might give out as he spoke again, "Shut your mouth, Natalie Lynn. It is NOT your place to negotiate discipline with me, little girl." He barked. I hung my head and started feeling sorry for myself.
"Now, as I was saying, last week you were punished for misbehaving with your cousin, Natalie Lynn. Kristina has no consequences at home so this is probably foreign to her. But in my house, my children have all been raised with discipline and consequences when they misbehave. Natalie has been punished the same way since she was a little girl when she is naughty. Natalie.....look at your cousin and tell her how you are punished when you are a bad girl." Dad instructed. I just wanted to go crawl under a rock and disappear. I peered up at my father, silently pleading for mercy but was met with his penetrating stare that conveyed his resolve and displeasure. I turned to look at Kristina, who met my panicked face with her curious but nervous look. I took a deep breath and softly whispered, "When I'm a bad girl, my Daddy spanks me."
Kristina's face seemed to drain of its color as the word escaped my lips. I was so embarrassed that I had just said that to her. She is my cousin and my best friend but I'd never discussed discipline with her. I wasn't going to admit to any of my friends that at 16, my Daddy still spanks my bottom when I am naughty. Most teenage girls get grounded when they are in trouble......I do, on occasion get grounded, but from the time I was a little girl when I misbehave, my Daddy has *always* spanked me good for it.
"Don't want to change your mind about your two punishment options, Kristina?" Dad asked.....providing her with one last chance to get out of this. I watched Kristina closely and she looked from me back to my father and confidently answered him, "No Uncle Nick. If Natalie is getting spanked then I deserve to be too." I was almost stunned by her calm, cool reaction.......she had *no* idea what she was getting herself into. I, on the other hand, did know. When my Daddy says I am getting a spanking....he means it. Not a couple swats either......when I'm naughty and Daddy punishes me, he makes certain that it is effective......and memorable!
"You in that corner, now." Dad ordered as he pointed across the room. He didn't have to tell me twice; I was relieved to be out from under his intense gaze for the moment, though I knew it wouldn't last. "You, go put your nose in the corner opposite your cousin, now." He instructed Kristina and she followed my lead and scurried off to her corner.
I stood quietly facing the corner of the wall as I listened to my Dad pacing behind me. Every time I heard him come closer to me, I'd hold my breath. My little mind was racing. I've been through this process dozens of times, probably more. I'm not a 'bad' girl, but I have a naughty streak. When that naughty streak comes out, I get into trouble with my father. He and I seem to disagree on the definition of the term "acceptable behavior." So I've been spanked numerous times. It always hurts...it's always somewhat embarrassing being tipped over my Daddy's knee like a bratty 7 year old girl and soundly spanked on my bare bottom. Somehow, this, facing a punishment with not only a witness but accomplice, seemed sooooo much more humiliating.
"Ladies, by my count, you've got 5 lessons you clearly need taught this afternoon." Dad announced from across the room. I rolled my eyes, knowing he couldn't see my face at the moment. "Turn around, girls." He instructed. I turned from the corner and stood facing my father, nervously chewing on my bottom lip and fidgeting with my fingers and the hem of my skirt. I glanced over at Kristina and saw she had the same pouty, nervous look on her face. I cautiously looked up at my Dad and did my best to inspire leniency with my wide-eyed, innocent, didn't-know-I-was-wrong Daddy's girl pouting. He quickly narrowed his eyes at me, my cue to knock it off, he wasn't buying it.
"Let's start at the top, shall we.......skipping school. Either of you have an explanation as to why you didn't need to be in class today?" He asked.
"Daddy I was sick..........of school. And it's not a big deal, I didn't ditch class on any important day, I go every time I have exams and crap like that." I started again to excuse my behavior, obviously not thinking. My father shook his head and glared at me, his eyes holding mine captive for several agonizing moments. My stomach was turning and I was regretting this entire day now.
"Enough with your bullshit excuses girls. This is ridiculous. You can designate what days of school are important? Because you both at 16, know so much more than the administrators who facilitate your educations, right?" He scolded. Almost in unison, Kristina and I answered, "No, Sir."
"You don't know everything, young ladies. Far from it. You'd be wise to learn this lesson today; if you ditch school again, you'll be more sorry than you're about to be now. Clear?" He warned. Again, Kristina and I answered together, "Yes, Sir."
Dad picked up my maple hairbrush from my dresser and tapped it against his thigh as he spoke again. "Natalie Lynn, put the chair in the center of the room." My heart sunk, but I quickly followed his directions. As I positioned the chair, my eyes stayed focused on the hairbrush in my fathers hands. God, I hate that thing. It stings like hell and just a few well-placed swats will have me squirming and whimpering over his lap.....and he never stops at "a few." I knew I was about to get a memorable spanking but my only focus was to remain as stoic as possible.....I was *not* about to be crying over my Daddy's knee in front of my cousin.......I hoped.
"Kristina Ann.....I want you standing right inside of the bathroom so you can hear your cousin receiving her first spanking before you receive yours. Go!" Dad barked as he pointed toward the door to my bathroom. Kristina quickly scurried off, obviously exhaling a sigh of relief that she wasn't going to be first. Dad returned his eyes to mine and his penetrating stare turned my stomach again as he quietly but quickly approached me. He reached out and caught me by my upper arm and marched me toward the chair.
"Skirt up now, young lady." Dad ordered as he sat in the chair and placed the hairbrush next to him on the desk. I slowly raised my skirt and he quickly took me by the wrist and pulled me down over his lap.
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Dad wasted no time at all in quickly bringing down his hard, heavy hand again and again on my pantied bottom. It stung, but wasn't unbearable. He didn't lecture at all, rather focusing his energy on properly punishing my naughty bottom as I lay over his knee.
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Every swat seemed to fall harder than the last. My breathing was as rapid as the stinging swats raining down. He began peppering my thighs with dozens of harsh smacks that immediately had me squirming and wiggling to avoid the punishing swats. I grabbed hold of his ankle with my right hand and held tight to him, biting my lip and trying not to whimper audibly.
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The stinging slaps of his hand tested my resolve to remain stoic, but somehow I managed it. Just as I was praising myself for this small achievement, I felt Dad reach for the hairbrush. Stoic left pretty darn quickly.
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"Owww......Daddy pleassseeee, I'm sorryyyy." I squealed as he paddled my upturned bottom with that damn brush.
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I kicked my legs and whimpered out several times as I held tightly to his ankle. "Up, corner now!" Dad barked harshly as he swatted my sit spots hard with the brush. CRACK! CRACK! I quickly jumped up and rushed off to the corner, brushing the tears from my eyes and exhaling a sigh of relief that lesson #1 was over, for me anyway. Then remembering I still had 4 more to go, I again pouted and panicked as I listened behind me to Daddy calling to Kristina.
"Let's go Kristina Ann. Jeans down, over my knee now, young lady." I couldn't see what was happening, but I knew she had quickly complied because within seconds I heard my Dad's hand connecting with her bottom as he had mine a few minutes ago.
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Kristina clearly had underestimated the strength of my fathers' hands......and she'd probably never received a real spanking in her life. She was very quickly sobbing and squealing out as Daddy punished her bottom.
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"Ouccchhhh I'm sorryyyyy." She squealed. I heard the unmistakable sound of wood sliding across wood and I knew Daddy was about to take the hairbrush to her bottom.
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"Kristina Ann, back to your corner." Dad instructed and I glanced over my shoulder and watched her shuffle off to the corner. Her bottom was already dark red, she obviously hadn't been spanked good and hard before; she marked way faster than I usually do. And I knew if Dad was going to be harder on anyone, it would be me, because I am his and I do know better.
"Lesson number 2, young ladies.......forgery."
"Come here, young ladies." Dad instructed. I turned from the corner and slowly approached my father, full pout on display. Kristina slunk over from her corner to stand beside me in front of my Dad.
"So as I sat in my office this morning returning emails, one of our campus officers came in and told me he had stopped my little girl and her friend speeding across campus and that you were brats to him. I assured him he must be mistaken, because my little girl was in school. He insisted it was you so I called the school; only to be told my girl was not there today. I drove over to the high school and went into the main office, where I was met with these." Dad explained as he laid out each of the 6 notes on the desk.
"So, not only today did you ditch class, but apparently this has become quite a regular occurrence in these last several weeks. Am I right?" He asked. I quietly nodded my head yes and stood looking down at my feet.
"Look at me, Natalie Lynn." Dad instructed. I slowly raised my eyes to meet with his firm, steely gaze. My stomach was in knots as I stood on my shaking legs, hesitantly looking up at my very angry Daddy. I started to nervously chew the corner of my bottom lip as I fought the urge to turn away from his determined, intimidating glare.
"When your principal handed me these notes.....I was stunned." He started, I lowered my eyes but he immediately caught my chin and raised my face to his again.
"As I read through each one, I just shook my head in disbelief. Not only is my little girl choosing to skip school, but she was doing it by using my authority and my signature. Do you realize how that made me look? Like I've raised a dishonest girl....a disrespectful and deceitful little girl who is so out of control that she will use whatever means necessary to get her way. In this case, forging her fathers signature to get out of class. It appears to the administrators at your school that I've clearly not done my job in raising you right. You cared about nothing else but getting your way.....forging my signature to do it.....using excuses such as your grandmother died??? You lied to them and to me by omission. I now look like an idiot who raises out of control brats. I can not tell you how much this disappoints me." Dad lectured.
I hung my head and tried to hold back the tears that were filling my eyes.
"Daddy I'm sorry. Please don't be disappointed in me, please?" I apologized as I pouted. I *hate* disappointing my father; his approval means the world to me and I hate letting him down.
"Uncle Nick, we never meant to make you look bad because we didn't think we would get caught. And saying Grandma died as an excuse was kind of mean but we knew it would work better than saying her goldfish died." Kristina giggled.
"Enough with the excuses, Kristina Ann." Dad snapped as he grabbed her by the shoulder and spun her around, pinning her to his thigh and tipping her forward as he applied a dozen harsh swats to her bare bottom.
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"Owww." Kristina whimpered as I stood quietly, not wanting to risk the same treatment.
"Your clever excuses are further attempts at manipulation, young lady and I wont tolerate it. Clear?" Dad scolded. "Yes Sir, I'm sorry." Kristina contritely apologized as she stood pouting next to me.
"Though ridiculous......you made an important point in your excuse Kristina. You said you didn't think you would get caught. Your parents may not care enough to check on you, but Natalie will always get caught.....always. I love my children enough to pay attention and check on them. And Natalie knows better than to hide things and lie to me. I was tipped off today, but had I not been, she would have come to her senses eventually and confessed. You two didn't think.......period. You didn't think you'd get caught. You didn't think about how important the classes you were ditching could have been. You didn't think about how your actions would reflect on me or even yourselves for that matter. You simply didn't think. Am I right?" Dad lectured.
"No Uncle Nick, I guess we didn't." Kristina replied. I slowly peered up at my Dad, searching his dark eyes for reassurance as I spoke. "No Sir, we didn't think about any of that. Daddy I never would have intentionally made you look bad, I swear I wouldn't have." I explained.
"I know you wouldn't have, Natalie.....if I thought you meant to do this and thought through all of the consequences and chose to do it anyway....that would be far worse. I know you didn't think it all through.....that's why children have parents.....it's my job to see around those corners to protect you when you don't think things through......and it's my job to teach you to think and punish you when you don't. Clear?" Dad asked as his eyes held mine captive. I sniffled slightly as I replied, "Yes Sir."
"Now, Kristina, since you didn't forge these notes, you may stand over here and watch while I punish my daughter for her ignorant and dishonest choice. I hope the days the two of you ditched were a lot of fun.......because now, Natalie Lynn, you're going to pay for that choice......bend over the back of the chair and place your hands flat on the cushion. You will not be missing classes again.....I don't care if I have to accompany you to every single one of them.....you're done skipping school, little girl......and you are done forging my signature!" He scolded as he took me by the wrist and led me to the chair.
I slowly bent over the back of the chair and braced for my spanking. I could see Kristina out of the corner of my eye, watching intently. Dad slapped down the notes in front of me. I looked down at them and wished I could take it back......but I couldn't and now I was going to have to pay for that stupid choice.
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"Ouch! Owww." I squealed as I instinctively tried to raise up. Dad's strong right hand pressed against the small of my back, holding me firmly in place.
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I struggled to stay in position and fought the urge to reach back and protect my poor bottom and thighs from Daddy's assault. Kristina shifted from foot to foot in my peripheral vision, pouting but relieved that it was my bottom that was Dad's target and not hers.
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"Owww Daddyyyyy pleassseeeee." I cried out. Again and again Dad connected that awful wooden spoon with my bottom and thighs.
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My tears fell down onto the forged notes in front of my face as Daddy paddled me hard. He was using a heavy wooden serving spoon.....bigger than a typical wooden spoon and oh my goodness how that thing stung. Daddy swatted the same spot two or three times back to back before moving to another. The burn was incredible and I wanted so badly to jump up but Dad's hand pressed to my back reminded me to stay in position, as difficult as it was. He turned his attention to my sit spots and my thighs......up one thigh and down the other.......hard, heavy and rapid swats peppering my sensitive thighs.
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"I'm sorryyyyy Daddyyyyy......Owwwww......pleaseeeee stop.....Daddyyyy it hurtssss." I squealed as I threw my hand back to cover my tender thighs from his punishing swats.
"It is supposed to hurt, Natalie Lynn! You know better! YOU FORGED MY SIGNATURE AND YOU LIED TO ME!" Dad shouted as he snatched my hand away from my burning bottom and quickly pinned it to my lower back. I closed my eyes tightly and jumped when he raised his voice at me and then just hung my head and cried as he paddled me again.
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I cried hard as Dad continued to spank me. Kristina shifted from foot to foot and sniffled, clearly feeling sorry for me. Dad had my hand pinned to my lower back as he spanked me and I wrapped my thumb and index finger around his fingers and held tightly to him as I cried down onto the forged notes.
"Stand up and look at me, young lady." Daddy instructed. I was still crying hard as I stood up and cautiously looked up at my father. "Are you EVER going to forge my signature again, Natalie Lynn?" He asked as his penetrating stare made it difficult for me not to retract my eyes in an effort to escape his. I sniffled and answered, my voice shaking as I spoke, "No Sirrrr. I'm sorryyyy."
"Tear them up, throw them away and both of you get your butts back in those corners NOW! Time for lesson 3.......drinking MY beer in MY house!!!" Dad snapped. I quickly jumped to tear up and discard the forged notes, tears still rolling down my cheeks. Kristina scurried off to her corner as I threw away the pieces of paper. I glanced up at Daddy, wanting him to pull me into his arms and hug me. I stood still, crying and hesitantly looking up at him, hoping to inspire leniency. When Dad turned from the desk and saw me still standing there and not in my corner......leniency was not on his agenda.
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He quickly grabbed me by the shoulder and landed a half dozen searing swats to my thighs with his heavy hand. "Ouchhh Daddyyy pleasseeeee." I cried out as he marched me to my corner, swatting again.
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"I told you to get back in that corner, little girl and I meant it!" He scolded as he pushed me to the corner. I stood there crying and looking down at the floor as I waited for lesson 3 to begin and felt sorry for myself.
"Kristina Ann, get over here....you're first this time." Dad ordered. I breathed a sign of relief that I would have a few more moments of safety. I listened as Kristina approached my father and I suddenly became very thirsty and chose to speak.
"Daddy, may I please get my water?" I heard him rise almost immediately and soon saw his shadow as he pressed me to the corner. I closed my eyes tight and held my breath. Daddy spun me around by my shoulders and cupped my chin to draw my gaze to his penetrating stare. I pouted and chewed my bottom lip as he glared at me.
"When you're being punished, you speak when you're spoken to.....ONLY WHEN YOU'RE SPOKEN TO YOUNG LADY!" My father scolded as he quickly spun me around again and extended his leg, pressing me forward over his thigh and gripping me tightly around the waist. I grabbed hold of his leg and braced for the first swats to land.
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Ten incredibly swift and harsh swats of his paddle connected with my sore bottom as I whimpered out and squeezed his leg tightly. Hot, salty tears rolling down my cheeks. Daddy stood me upright again and spun me back to the corner without another word being said to me. I stood there pouting and feeling sorry for myself.....continuing to reassure myself that I had the meanest daddy in the whole world.....all I wanted was a drink.....geez. I knew better than to share these thoughts.
"Take a drink and hold it in your mouth Kristina, do NOT swallow it, get over my lap." I heard Dad instruct my cousin. I stole the opportunity to quickly try to rub the sting from my tender bottom.
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I heard Daddy start to paddle Kristina's bottom with my brush and she whimpered out, slightly muffled by her mouth full of beer. I cringed knowing I was next.
"You are both 16 years old......not legally old enough to drink. I'm reasonable girls and probably wouldn't see this as too serious an offense.....if you hadn't been skipping school to drink my beer in my house!" Daddy lectured as he peppered her bare bottom with more searing brush swats.
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Kristina sobbed and sniffled. I listened as Daddy sat the brush down on the desk and turned to look over my shoulder to see him drag her off by the upper arm toward the bathroom. "Spit it out." He ordered. She did as she was told and he marched her back to her corner before turning toward me. I quickly turned my face back to the corner as my stomach flip-flopped. My bottom was so sore......I did NOT want another hairbrush paddling. Dad's strong right hand encircled my wrist and he quickly pulled me along behind him to the chair in the middle of the room. He extended his had to me with the can of Bud Light......."Drink, get a big mouthful and don't you swallow it." He instructed. I quickly followed his instructions as he reached out and flung me across his capable lap again.
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Daddy paddled me hard and fast......smacking the same spots again and again before moving to another. My bottom literally felt as if it were on fire. I whimpered and kicked my legs. I wanted so badly to scream out, but I couldn't with the beer in my mouth. My long, red hair blanketed the carpet beneath me as my tears fell down onto it at a consistent pace. As Daddy began paddling again, I grabbed his ankle and held tightly to it.
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When Dad finally stopped paddling my bare bottom, I hardly noticed.......my skin was so tight and stung like crazy. Daddy scooped me up and marched me to the bathroom, tipping me over the sink as he barked out, "Spit, now." I spit the beer out and again cautiously peered up at my father, pouting, crying and hoping for a hug. He narrowed his eyes at me as he marched me back to the corner. He knew what I was doing and as much as he loves me, he wont let me manipulate him during a punishment.....he knows all of my little tricks and cuts em off at the pass every single time.
"No more drinking my beer in my house. Clear?" Dad warned. Almost in unison both Kristina and I meekly offered a, "Yes Sir."
Again, I wanted my water, and again I didn't think before opening my big mouth.
"Daddy, can I have my water now please?" I asked as Kristina giggled from the other corner, obviously realizing how stupid my choice was. Dad sighed audibly and it made me cringe. He approached me as I stood hiding in the corner. He reached forward and swept the flowing red hair from my shoulder as he leaned into speak into my ear. It sent chills up my spine as he quietly spoke. "I believe I have already warned you about speaking when you're not spoken to little girl. Now you're making me repeat myself?? You know better!" Dad scolded as he spun me around to again face him. I kept my eyes focused on my feet......I did not want to see the look on his face. He quickly tugged my hair to raise my face to his and fresh tears began to fill my eyes as I saw the disappointment spread across his face. I know better.....these rules are not new to me.....when i'm punished, I am to speak only when he speaks to me, answer with simply a yes or no sir and only elaborate if he asks for it. It's been this way since I was a little girl.....for some reason today, maybe having my cousin here made me more brazen, but whatever the reason, I had now broken this rule twice and my father was NOT pleased with my lack of discipline.
"Put your hands on the wall, bottom out now!" Dad barked. I quickly grabbed my bottom and backed up against the wall, knowing if Dad was putting me in this position it was to get a full swing. I whimpered out and begged up to him. "Daddy please no. I'm sorry, I only wanted a drink, I'm sorry, I'll stop. Please Daddy don't paddle me again." Tears freely rolled down my cheeks as I searched my fathers face for softening. He again narrowed his eyes at me and immediately stepped forward, grabbing hold of me and putting me in position himself......never a good idea!
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"Owww.....Daddyyyyyy I'm sorryyyyyyy." I squealed out as my hand instinctively shot back to cover my blazing bottom. This is also a big no-no and it immediately annoyed my father. He quickly snatched my hand from my bottom and pinned it to my lower back as he paddled harder......landing several swats on my thighs as I danced around and squealed and cried.
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My disciplinarian....Professor and I had been planning a double-role play with another brat for some time and my girlfriend Kristina (whom I get in plenty of real life trouble with) was a natural fit. Kristina actually put together this role play......making sure to include offenses similar to real-life things we have driven Professor crazy with (sassing cops, speeding, drinking, etc). So in a way.....though it was a role play.....Professor finally got his shot at Kristina's naughty bottom for all the real naughtiness we have put him through.
This was actually my *first* time being able to role play with Professor at all. We usually get together once or twice a month.....but I'm typically naughty enough that our meetings are used to address real life offenses and are therefor punishment sessions. So this was nice.....playing with him. And as I had long known......he is amazing and very convincing in scene. I enjoyed getting to play with him......a lot. :) The spankings were still hard but I kind of like that when the real emotional baggage & guilt isn't involved.
Perfect way to spend an afternoon....draped across my father's lap, being soundly spanked. :) Ah.....bliss. :)
Kristina and I actually did in deed skip school together quite a bit when we were teenagers. :) So this role play was a piece of cake as far as staying in our roles.
And I can quite confidently say that if I had Professor as my father back then.......*if* Kristina and I *ever* skipped school......it wouldn't have happened more than once......and we sure as hell wouldn't have been hanging out at *my* house if we did. :)
"Daddy, may I please get my water?" I heard him rise almost immediately and soon saw his shadow as he pressed me to the corner. I closed my eyes tight and held my breath. Daddy spun me around by my shoulders and cupped my chin to draw my gaze to his penetrating stare. I pouted and chewed my bottom lip as he glared at me.
"When you're being punished, you speak when you're spoken to.....ONLY WHEN YOU'RE SPOKEN TO YOUNG LADY!" My father scolded as he quickly spun me around again and extended his leg, pressing me forward over his thigh and gripping me tightly around the waist. I grabbed hold of his leg and braced for the first swats to land.
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Ten incredibly swift and harsh swats of his paddle connected with my sore bottom as I whimpered out and squeezed his leg tightly. Hot, salty tears rolling down my cheeks. Daddy stood me upright again and spun me back to the corner without another word being said to me. I stood there pouting and feeling sorry for myself.....continuing to reassure myself that I had the meanest daddy in the whole world.....all I wanted was a drink.....geez. I knew better than to share these thoughts.
"Take a drink and hold it in your mouth Kristina, do NOT swallow it, get over my lap." I heard Dad instruct my cousin. I stole the opportunity to quickly try to rub the sting from my tender bottom.
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I heard Daddy start to paddle Kristina's bottom with my brush and she whimpered out, slightly muffled by her mouth full of beer. I cringed knowing I was next.
"You are both 16 years old......not legally old enough to drink. I'm reasonable girls and probably wouldn't see this as too serious an offense.....if you hadn't been skipping school to drink my beer in my house!" Daddy lectured as he peppered her bare bottom with more searing brush swats.
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Kristina sobbed and sniffled. I listened as Daddy sat the brush down on the desk and turned to look over my shoulder to see him drag her off by the upper arm toward the bathroom. "Spit it out." He ordered. She did as she was told and he marched her back to her corner before turning toward me. I quickly turned my face back to the corner as my stomach flip-flopped. My bottom was so sore......I did NOT want another hairbrush paddling. Dad's strong right hand encircled my wrist and he quickly pulled me along behind him to the chair in the middle of the room. He extended his had to me with the can of Bud Light......."Drink, get a big mouthful and don't you swallow it." He instructed. I quickly followed his instructions as he reached out and flung me across his capable lap again.
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Daddy paddled me hard and fast......smacking the same spots again and again before moving to another. My bottom literally felt as if it were on fire. I whimpered and kicked my legs. I wanted so badly to scream out, but I couldn't with the beer in my mouth. My long, red hair blanketed the carpet beneath me as my tears fell down onto it at a consistent pace. As Daddy began paddling again, I grabbed his ankle and held tightly to it.
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When Dad finally stopped paddling my bare bottom, I hardly noticed.......my skin was so tight and stung like crazy. Daddy scooped me up and marched me to the bathroom, tipping me over the sink as he barked out, "Spit, now." I spit the beer out and again cautiously peered up at my father, pouting, crying and hoping for a hug. He narrowed his eyes at me as he marched me back to the corner. He knew what I was doing and as much as he loves me, he wont let me manipulate him during a punishment.....he knows all of my little tricks and cuts em off at the pass every single time.
"No more drinking my beer in my house. Clear?" Dad warned. Almost in unison both Kristina and I meekly offered a, "Yes Sir."
Again, I wanted my water, and again I didn't think before opening my big mouth.
"Daddy, can I have my water now please?" I asked as Kristina giggled from the other corner, obviously realizing how stupid my choice was. Dad sighed audibly and it made me cringe. He approached me as I stood hiding in the corner. He reached forward and swept the flowing red hair from my shoulder as he leaned into speak into my ear. It sent chills up my spine as he quietly spoke. "I believe I have already warned you about speaking when you're not spoken to little girl. Now you're making me repeat myself?? You know better!" Dad scolded as he spun me around to again face him. I kept my eyes focused on my feet......I did not want to see the look on his face. He quickly tugged my hair to raise my face to his and fresh tears began to fill my eyes as I saw the disappointment spread across his face. I know better.....these rules are not new to me.....when i'm punished, I am to speak only when he speaks to me, answer with simply a yes or no sir and only elaborate if he asks for it. It's been this way since I was a little girl.....for some reason today, maybe having my cousin here made me more brazen, but whatever the reason, I had now broken this rule twice and my father was NOT pleased with my lack of discipline.
"Put your hands on the wall, bottom out now!" Dad barked. I quickly grabbed my bottom and backed up against the wall, knowing if Dad was putting me in this position it was to get a full swing. I whimpered out and begged up to him. "Daddy please no. I'm sorry, I only wanted a drink, I'm sorry, I'll stop. Please Daddy don't paddle me again." Tears freely rolled down my cheeks as I searched my fathers face for softening. He again narrowed his eyes at me and immediately stepped forward, grabbing hold of me and putting me in position himself......never a good idea!
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"Owww.....Daddyyyyyy I'm sorryyyyyyy." I squealed out as my hand instinctively shot back to cover my blazing bottom. This is also a big no-no and it immediately annoyed my father. He quickly snatched my hand from my bottom and pinned it to my lower back as he paddled harder......landing several swats on my thighs as I danced around and squealed and cried.
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"Ouchhhiiieeee......pleassseeeee Daddyyyyyy." I begged as I choked on my sobs. Dad quickly uprighted me again and spun me to face him. The look on his face was pure irritation and it made me cry harder. "Speak one more time little girl and this paddle will be the least of your concerns. Do you understand me?" He warned in his quiet but firm tone of voice. The tone alone made my stomach turn......Dad was beyond serious and beyond upset with me. I quickly nodded my head and meekly answered up to him, "Yes Sir. Daddy I'm so sorryyyy." He glanced at me for another minute, gauging the sincerity of my apology before placing me back in my corner. My bottom was absolutely on fire. Every movement seemed to stretch the skin even tighter and I stood sobbing facing my corner.
"Next lesson girls. Disrespect for authority........both your being sassy to the cop and your lying to me falls under this category so this will be having a combined and severe lesson. Turn around and look at me now!" Dad instructed firmly. I slowly turned from my corner and cautiously glanced up at my Dad. Kristina turned from her corner and also focused on the agitated paternal frame pacing the floor.
"My daughter had been raised to respect authority. If we all choose when to show that respect then there is no authority and without authority there is no checks and balance system and this world would be chaos. You challenging and defying authority weakens that authority. My little girl has been raised to understand this. Haven't you, Natalie Lynn?" Dad asked. I quickly answered, "Yes Sir."
Dad continued to lecture as I focused on him slowly unbuttoning and rolling up the sleeve on his left arm. Seeing this always turns my stomach and catapults my heart into my throat. I knew I was about to get a good, hard whipping and just the thought drew fresh tears to my swollen, green eyes.
"You were mouthy, sassy, vulgar, disrespectful little brats to that cop. He was doing his job in correcting you. YOU WERE WRONG! And you chose to speak to a campus officer like that??? I work with these people. So just as with your school, now the police I work with every day think I have raised a mouthy and disrespectful little brat with no reverence for authority. It reflects on me as a man and as a father. Have I not raised you better than that, young lady?" He scolded.
"Yes Daddy, you've raised me a lot better than that. I knew it was wrong, I just didn't think and I didn't care and I'm sorry." I meekly whimpered out to him as his intense brown eyes bore holes straight through me. "DIDN'T CARE??" He barked as he approached me. I closed my eyes tightly, my body jumping at his elevated voice, I *hate* when he yells at me.....it is *very* rare and when he does it, it scares me and makes me cringe. I backed up against the wall and cried as my father stopped directly in front of me. "I'm so sorry Daddy." I apologized. He tilted my head upward and again held my eyes captive, silently chastising me for my naughty behavior as I fought not to turn away. "Care now, little girl?" He practically whispered. I nodded as tears cascaded down my cheeks and managed to audibly get out a "Yes Sir."
Dad folded his strong arms across his broad chest and began to pace again as he lectured. "You both knew better than to be sassy to that cop. Then you both chose to lie to my face when I caught you red-handed ditching school here. You both fed off of one another during that traffic stop and again here when I confronted you. You both knew better but you fueled one another's naughty impulses and defied authority. I will NOT tolerate that behavior from my daughter or from my niece. Clear?" He asked. "Yes Daddy." I whispered. Kristina adjacent to me quietly offered a, "Yes Sir."
"Both of you stack the pillows in the center of the bed and lay over them, bottoms raised up nice and high. This is an important lesson and it's going to be a hard one." Dad instructed. I slowly drug my feet over to my bed and slowly did as I was told, praying time would crawl, knowing I was in for a serious whipping. I rearranged the pillows multiple times, trying to stall when Dad snapped his belt next to my ear. I jumped and froze. "Get your ass over those pillows and stop defying me, you're about to get a severe enough strapping, do you want to make it worse?" He asked. I shuddered as he swore and promised a more intense lesson. I quickly started to crawl up on the bed as I replied over my shoulder to him, "No Sir, I'm sorry."
I layed propped up by the pillows and buried my face into the backs of my hands, waiting for my whipping to begin and knowing this one was going to hurt......a lot!!!
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
Four hard strokes of my Daddy's thick, leather belt bit into my tender bottom, criss-crossing on top of the bruises left by the paddlings I'd just received. I gripped the blankets tightly in my balled-up fists and shot my head back sharply inhaling as the sting set it. Dad walked to the other side of the bed and just as quickly laid into Kristina with his belt.
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
"Owww." Kristina squealed out. "QUIET! Both of you....you deserve this and you know it. You need to stop thinking about feeling sorry for your bottom when I'm punishing you and instead start thinking about how you will behave appropriately in the future so you don't end up back in this position. Got it?" Dad scolded as he walked back to stand next to me. "Yes Sir." I quickly replied. Kristina immediately followed suit and respectfully replied, "Yes Sir."
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
Daddy whipped me hard. Applying a very quick and harsh dozen searing strokes to my bottom. I kicked my legs furiously against the bed and bit my bottom lip so I wouldn't scream out. My kicking seemed to displease him and he quickly gave me another dozen, even harder and he placed them up and down my tender thighs.
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
I buried my face in the blankets and cried hard. Any time I'm naughty enough that Dad decides I deserve a good whipping.....he makes sure it's a memorable one. I cringe just hearing the word. Seeing him unbutton and slowly roll up the sleeve on his left arm turns my stomach; as does hearing that distinct jingle of the buckle or hissing sound it makes as he pulls it off. Daddy's belt and I have a love-hate relationship......I love to hate it.
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
Daddy strapped Kristina's naughty bottom as she also buried her face in the blankets and squealed. He said nothing, the lecturing was done, now it was simply a matter of driving the lesson home.....and he took that job seriously as he walked from one side of the bed to the other....
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK ......me to Kristina......WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK ......Kristina back to me......WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK .......whipping us hard and fast as we fought to remain still and quiet and accept our punishments........WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
"I will be back. You are to both stay right here, thinking about the lessons you've been taught today. NO TALKING!" Dad ordered as he walked out of my room.
I waited a minute or two until I no longer heard him in the hallway and I turned to my cousin and whispered to her. "That sucked." She shook her head yes and slowly rubbed her sore, bruised bottom. I brushed the tears from my face and whispered again, "I think we are done.....well you are anyway.....I might get another lesson about this later. I'm gonna hurry and get a drink of water....want one?" I offered. Kristina shook her head no, but didn't audibly reply. I giggled.....thinking to myself that she is a big chicken......yes Daddy said not to talk, but it's not like he would know, he wasn't right outside the door or anything......jeez.
I took my drink and then quickly crawled back up on the bed, back into position with not even a minute to spare before Daddy came back into the room.
"Any talking while I was gone, girls?" He asked immediately. My heart shot to my throat and I just buried my face in the blankets and pretended not to hear his question. "Kristina Ann.....were you talking?" Dad asked firmly. "No Uncle Nick, I wasn't." She quietly replied. "I see. Was my daughter talking?" He asked quietly.....too quietly. My eyes filled with fresh tears as I lay still, knowing I was in big trouble. Kristina softly spoke, "Yes Sir, she was." Dad sighed audibly and walked toward my dresser. I hid my face in the blankets and froze still, sniffling.
I felt Daddy's strong, left hand as he ran it down the length of my red hair before grasping it in his hand and tugging my head to the side......forcing me to face him. He knelt down next to me and his dark eyes captured mine as a tear escaped and slowly rolled down my cheek.
"I believe I told you explicitly to keep your mouth shut, Natalie Lynn. Now my niece, who has no discipline in her life was able to manage to obey me.....but my little girl....my daughter couldn't make it 3 minutes without deliberately disobeying me. Disappointing." He firmly scolded. I *hate* that word and I tried to immediately explain, "Daddy, I'm sorry.....I only said I needed to get my water.....I wasn't trying to disobey you Daddy.....please.....I'm sorry." I whined as I peered up into his steely, agitated gaze. His eyes narrowed at mine before speaking, "To get your water? So you got up too?" Dad asked. My eyes shot down, I was panicking inside, knowing I was only making this worse. Tears spilled down my cheeks at a consistent pace now and I simply shook my head yes. Dad glared at me......even from my peripheral vision, the look was unnerving. I hate when I make my father look at me like that.
Dad immediately rose to his feet and I saw his paddle in his left hand. My bottom was so incredibly sore after my punishments that I couldn't imagine another paddling. I cried hard and threw my hands back, covering my bottom as I begged, "Daddyyyy pleassseee don't p-p-paddle me again.....p-p-pleassseeee." Dad tapped the paddle against his large, open palm and again gave me a penetrating glare. "I gave you two simple instructions to follow for 3 minutes......YOU CHOSE TO DISOBEY ME AND DID BOTH! MOVE YOUR DAMN HANDS, LITTLE GIRL!" Daddy shouted. My entire body jumped and tensed up as I again cried uncontrollably into the blankets and turned my face away from my angry fathers intense stare. It breaks my heart when he yells at me and I'd just made him do it again. I pulled my hands away from my bottom and brought them up to my face as I laid shaking and crying, my bottom elevated and waiting for Dad to paddle me again.
CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK
A hard and fast dozen and a half swats rained down on my incredibly tender bottom. Daddy's paddle is absolutely unforgiving. The immediate bite only sinks to a deeper throb. I cried hard and fought to keep my hands from again returning to protect my poor bottom.
CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK
He focused the last dozen or so to my thighs and sit spots. I squealed out to him, "Owwww, I'm sorrryyy Daddyyyy." I cried so hard I hadn't heard him sit the paddle back down. The bed dipped as he sat down next to me and slowly, firmly rubbed my back as I slowed my crying to gentle sobs. I slowly tilted my head to cautiously look up at his face. He reached out and swiped away a tear from my cheek with his left thumb as he pulled my eyes to his. "You know I don't like to have to paddle you like that....but you know I will if you disobey me, Natalie Lynn.....no more, clear?" Dad spoke softly but very firmly to me as he brushed away another tear. "Yes Sir." I meekly whimpered up to him. After another couple minutes of quiet but intense conversation of the internal kind, as my father again held my eyes captive with his own, he spoke again, "Alright ladies, both of you up....pants up, skirt down and sit down on the desk, let's make sure these lessons have sunk in." I slowly rose to my feet, with my fathers help, my skin stretching tight with every tiny movement. I gingerly lowered my skirt back down over my properly punished bottom, as Kristina raised her jeans just as carefully up over her own sore bottom.
The next 20 minutes Daddy questioned us about our actions, the lessons he taught us and how we would behave together in the future. Thankfully, we were able to convince him that the lessons had sunk in and we would be good girls from now on. Kristina ended up leaving and Daddy & I spent another hour or so talking. He held me and I sobbed on his chest.....feeling pretty sorry for my poor, abused bottom. I was contrite......and he knew it. But I smiled more than once despite the tender state of my naughty bottom......because it feels pretty darn nice to have a Daddy that cares enough to discipline me when I'm a bad girl.....even if that discipline involved a paddle and his belt. :)
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"My daughter had been raised to respect authority. If we all choose when to show that respect then there is no authority and without authority there is no checks and balance system and this world would be chaos. You challenging and defying authority weakens that authority. My little girl has been raised to understand this. Haven't you, Natalie Lynn?" Dad asked. I quickly answered, "Yes Sir."
Dad continued to lecture as I focused on him slowly unbuttoning and rolling up the sleeve on his left arm. Seeing this always turns my stomach and catapults my heart into my throat. I knew I was about to get a good, hard whipping and just the thought drew fresh tears to my swollen, green eyes.
"You were mouthy, sassy, vulgar, disrespectful little brats to that cop. He was doing his job in correcting you. YOU WERE WRONG! And you chose to speak to a campus officer like that??? I work with these people. So just as with your school, now the police I work with every day think I have raised a mouthy and disrespectful little brat with no reverence for authority. It reflects on me as a man and as a father. Have I not raised you better than that, young lady?" He scolded.
"Yes Daddy, you've raised me a lot better than that. I knew it was wrong, I just didn't think and I didn't care and I'm sorry." I meekly whimpered out to him as his intense brown eyes bore holes straight through me. "DIDN'T CARE??" He barked as he approached me. I closed my eyes tightly, my body jumping at his elevated voice, I *hate* when he yells at me.....it is *very* rare and when he does it, it scares me and makes me cringe. I backed up against the wall and cried as my father stopped directly in front of me. "I'm so sorry Daddy." I apologized. He tilted my head upward and again held my eyes captive, silently chastising me for my naughty behavior as I fought not to turn away. "Care now, little girl?" He practically whispered. I nodded as tears cascaded down my cheeks and managed to audibly get out a "Yes Sir."
Dad folded his strong arms across his broad chest and began to pace again as he lectured. "You both knew better than to be sassy to that cop. Then you both chose to lie to my face when I caught you red-handed ditching school here. You both fed off of one another during that traffic stop and again here when I confronted you. You both knew better but you fueled one another's naughty impulses and defied authority. I will NOT tolerate that behavior from my daughter or from my niece. Clear?" He asked. "Yes Daddy." I whispered. Kristina adjacent to me quietly offered a, "Yes Sir."
"Both of you stack the pillows in the center of the bed and lay over them, bottoms raised up nice and high. This is an important lesson and it's going to be a hard one." Dad instructed. I slowly drug my feet over to my bed and slowly did as I was told, praying time would crawl, knowing I was in for a serious whipping. I rearranged the pillows multiple times, trying to stall when Dad snapped his belt next to my ear. I jumped and froze. "Get your ass over those pillows and stop defying me, you're about to get a severe enough strapping, do you want to make it worse?" He asked. I shuddered as he swore and promised a more intense lesson. I quickly started to crawl up on the bed as I replied over my shoulder to him, "No Sir, I'm sorry."
I layed propped up by the pillows and buried my face into the backs of my hands, waiting for my whipping to begin and knowing this one was going to hurt......a lot!!!
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
Four hard strokes of my Daddy's thick, leather belt bit into my tender bottom, criss-crossing on top of the bruises left by the paddlings I'd just received. I gripped the blankets tightly in my balled-up fists and shot my head back sharply inhaling as the sting set it. Dad walked to the other side of the bed and just as quickly laid into Kristina with his belt.
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
"Owww." Kristina squealed out. "QUIET! Both of you....you deserve this and you know it. You need to stop thinking about feeling sorry for your bottom when I'm punishing you and instead start thinking about how you will behave appropriately in the future so you don't end up back in this position. Got it?" Dad scolded as he walked back to stand next to me. "Yes Sir." I quickly replied. Kristina immediately followed suit and respectfully replied, "Yes Sir."
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
Daddy whipped me hard. Applying a very quick and harsh dozen searing strokes to my bottom. I kicked my legs furiously against the bed and bit my bottom lip so I wouldn't scream out. My kicking seemed to displease him and he quickly gave me another dozen, even harder and he placed them up and down my tender thighs.
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
I buried my face in the blankets and cried hard. Any time I'm naughty enough that Dad decides I deserve a good whipping.....he makes sure it's a memorable one. I cringe just hearing the word. Seeing him unbutton and slowly roll up the sleeve on his left arm turns my stomach; as does hearing that distinct jingle of the buckle or hissing sound it makes as he pulls it off. Daddy's belt and I have a love-hate relationship......I love to hate it.
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
Daddy strapped Kristina's naughty bottom as she also buried her face in the blankets and squealed. He said nothing, the lecturing was done, now it was simply a matter of driving the lesson home.....and he took that job seriously as he walked from one side of the bed to the other....
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK ......me to Kristina......WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK ......Kristina back to me......WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK .......whipping us hard and fast as we fought to remain still and quiet and accept our punishments........WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK
"I will be back. You are to both stay right here, thinking about the lessons you've been taught today. NO TALKING!" Dad ordered as he walked out of my room.
I waited a minute or two until I no longer heard him in the hallway and I turned to my cousin and whispered to her. "That sucked." She shook her head yes and slowly rubbed her sore, bruised bottom. I brushed the tears from my face and whispered again, "I think we are done.....well you are anyway.....I might get another lesson about this later. I'm gonna hurry and get a drink of water....want one?" I offered. Kristina shook her head no, but didn't audibly reply. I giggled.....thinking to myself that she is a big chicken......yes Daddy said not to talk, but it's not like he would know, he wasn't right outside the door or anything......jeez.
I took my drink and then quickly crawled back up on the bed, back into position with not even a minute to spare before Daddy came back into the room.
"Any talking while I was gone, girls?" He asked immediately. My heart shot to my throat and I just buried my face in the blankets and pretended not to hear his question. "Kristina Ann.....were you talking?" Dad asked firmly. "No Uncle Nick, I wasn't." She quietly replied. "I see. Was my daughter talking?" He asked quietly.....too quietly. My eyes filled with fresh tears as I lay still, knowing I was in big trouble. Kristina softly spoke, "Yes Sir, she was." Dad sighed audibly and walked toward my dresser. I hid my face in the blankets and froze still, sniffling.
I felt Daddy's strong, left hand as he ran it down the length of my red hair before grasping it in his hand and tugging my head to the side......forcing me to face him. He knelt down next to me and his dark eyes captured mine as a tear escaped and slowly rolled down my cheek.
"I believe I told you explicitly to keep your mouth shut, Natalie Lynn. Now my niece, who has no discipline in her life was able to manage to obey me.....but my little girl....my daughter couldn't make it 3 minutes without deliberately disobeying me. Disappointing." He firmly scolded. I *hate* that word and I tried to immediately explain, "Daddy, I'm sorry.....I only said I needed to get my water.....I wasn't trying to disobey you Daddy.....please.....I'm sorry." I whined as I peered up into his steely, agitated gaze. His eyes narrowed at mine before speaking, "To get your water? So you got up too?" Dad asked. My eyes shot down, I was panicking inside, knowing I was only making this worse. Tears spilled down my cheeks at a consistent pace now and I simply shook my head yes. Dad glared at me......even from my peripheral vision, the look was unnerving. I hate when I make my father look at me like that.
Dad immediately rose to his feet and I saw his paddle in his left hand. My bottom was so incredibly sore after my punishments that I couldn't imagine another paddling. I cried hard and threw my hands back, covering my bottom as I begged, "Daddyyyy pleassseee don't p-p-paddle me again.....p-p-pleassseeee." Dad tapped the paddle against his large, open palm and again gave me a penetrating glare. "I gave you two simple instructions to follow for 3 minutes......YOU CHOSE TO DISOBEY ME AND DID BOTH! MOVE YOUR DAMN HANDS, LITTLE GIRL!" Daddy shouted. My entire body jumped and tensed up as I again cried uncontrollably into the blankets and turned my face away from my angry fathers intense stare. It breaks my heart when he yells at me and I'd just made him do it again. I pulled my hands away from my bottom and brought them up to my face as I laid shaking and crying, my bottom elevated and waiting for Dad to paddle me again.
CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK
A hard and fast dozen and a half swats rained down on my incredibly tender bottom. Daddy's paddle is absolutely unforgiving. The immediate bite only sinks to a deeper throb. I cried hard and fought to keep my hands from again returning to protect my poor bottom.
CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK
He focused the last dozen or so to my thighs and sit spots. I squealed out to him, "Owwww, I'm sorrryyy Daddyyyy." I cried so hard I hadn't heard him sit the paddle back down. The bed dipped as he sat down next to me and slowly, firmly rubbed my back as I slowed my crying to gentle sobs. I slowly tilted my head to cautiously look up at his face. He reached out and swiped away a tear from my cheek with his left thumb as he pulled my eyes to his. "You know I don't like to have to paddle you like that....but you know I will if you disobey me, Natalie Lynn.....no more, clear?" Dad spoke softly but very firmly to me as he brushed away another tear. "Yes Sir." I meekly whimpered up to him. After another couple minutes of quiet but intense conversation of the internal kind, as my father again held my eyes captive with his own, he spoke again, "Alright ladies, both of you up....pants up, skirt down and sit down on the desk, let's make sure these lessons have sunk in." I slowly rose to my feet, with my fathers help, my skin stretching tight with every tiny movement. I gingerly lowered my skirt back down over my properly punished bottom, as Kristina raised her jeans just as carefully up over her own sore bottom.
The next 20 minutes Daddy questioned us about our actions, the lessons he taught us and how we would behave together in the future. Thankfully, we were able to convince him that the lessons had sunk in and we would be good girls from now on. Kristina ended up leaving and Daddy & I spent another hour or so talking. He held me and I sobbed on his chest.....feeling pretty sorry for my poor, abused bottom. I was contrite......and he knew it. But I smiled more than once despite the tender state of my naughty bottom......because it feels pretty darn nice to have a Daddy that cares enough to discipline me when I'm a bad girl.....even if that discipline involved a paddle and his belt. :)
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***AFTER THOUGHTS: Finally finished the series of stories from this role play.
My disciplinarian....Professor and I had been planning a double-role play with another brat for some time and my girlfriend Kristina (whom I get in plenty of real life trouble with) was a natural fit. Kristina actually put together this role play......making sure to include offenses similar to real-life things we have driven Professor crazy with (sassing cops, speeding, drinking, etc). So in a way.....though it was a role play.....Professor finally got his shot at Kristina's naughty bottom for all the real naughtiness we have put him through.
This was actually my *first* time being able to role play with Professor at all. We usually get together once or twice a month.....but I'm typically naughty enough that our meetings are used to address real life offenses and are therefor punishment sessions. So this was nice.....playing with him. And as I had long known......he is amazing and very convincing in scene. I enjoyed getting to play with him......a lot. :) The spankings were still hard but I kind of like that when the real emotional baggage & guilt isn't involved.
Perfect way to spend an afternoon....draped across my father's lap, being soundly spanked. :) Ah.....bliss. :)
Kristina and I actually did in deed skip school together quite a bit when we were teenagers. :) So this role play was a piece of cake as far as staying in our roles.
And I can quite confidently say that if I had Professor as my father back then.......*if* Kristina and I *ever* skipped school......it wouldn't have happened more than once......and we sure as hell wouldn't have been hanging out at *my* house if we did. :)
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