Constructing His Good Girl

 05/09/2014

I'm certainly not the 'perfect' submissive. Far from it actually. But I am almost certain that some day I will be; though I don't get hung up on how long that may take. Because for now, I happily remain your 'project.'

I was lost when we met one another.

Like a jigsaw puzzle all shaken apart. 

You've patiently spent the time and effort to sort me out, to put me back together, to find the missing pieces and create new ones for those I had lost along the way. 

When I test you, you stand firm.

When I push you away, you pull me closer to you.

When I stumble, you're always there with a strong arm to catch me, a firm tone to scold me and a hard hand to punish me.

When I wall myself away from the world, you can somehow speak to my heart.

I love the way you love me. I love the care and compassion you show. I hope I reciprocate this to you, Sir.

There are very few places in this world where I am happier than kneeling in front of you. Over your knee and in your strong arms are certainly contenders.

I respect you for the man you are, as well as for the man you are not. While I could enjoy a scene with a compelling Dom who was a wreck in other facets of his life, I could never truly respect him. I have no such concerns with you, you are my ideal. In scene and out.....at work, home or play you are an amazing man.

I adore your inner sadist and relish the opportunity to play with him. Your voice, your eyes, your touch.....mesmerizing. You give me what I need, always, whether I even know myself what that may be.

I love belonging to you and I understand what a privilege it is to be owned by you, to have the label "Mine." Follow it up with whatever term fits in the moment: daughter, naughty girl, submissive, pain slut, property, masochist, good girl, project......I adore them all.