Wednesday, August 6, 2014
Limited to Zero
Another day further into the dark tunnel of Dom-less-ness as my Daddy vacations with his family.
Another day of missing him furiously and then chastising myself for being selfish and wanting to monopolize his time when I know he *needs* this time away.
Another day mixed with smiles thinking of the fun he is having and tears thinking of how much longer I have to go before kneeing in front of him again.
And as if I needed more fodder for the emotional turmoil.....my instant messenger application on my phone abruptly stopped functioning today. DAMN IT!!! That is close to the *only* method of contact that Daddy and I have when he is vacationing on the lake. Ughh. I was so angry....actually, perhaps livid would be a more accurate term.
I uninstalled the application, then reinstalled it.......didn't work.
I yelled, screamed, cursed, cried.......didn't work.
I took my phone to the store to troubleshoot it.......didn't work.
I finally gave up and just pouted and cried and felt sorry for myself. I went from limited contact down to absolutely *ZERO* contact now......and this is *only* day #4......18 more to go. Ughh. :(
I just want my Daddy.